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Fandom: Ateez - alternative universe
Created: 4/12/2026
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The Salt-Stained Ghost of Crow’s Landing
The horizon was a jagged line of slate-grey water meeting a bruised sky, and for Captain Hongjoong Kim, it was the last thing he expected to see.
He lay facedown in the coarse, black sand of a volcanic beach, his fingers curled into claws around nothing but grit. The rhythm of the tide was a pulsing headache against his temples. Every time the freezing seawater rushed up to lick at his boots, it felt like a heavy shroud trying to pull him back into the depths.
He was alone. The realization didn't come with a sharp pang of grief, but rather a dull, hollow ache that matched the emptiness in his stomach. The *Horizon* was gone, splintered against the jagged reefs during the gale, and with it, his crew. Seonghwa’s steady hand on the wheel, San’s laughter from the rigging, Mingi’s booming voice—all swallowed by the roar of the storm.
Hongjoong tried to push himself up. His arms, thin as dry kindling under his tattered coat, buckled immediately. He let out a dry, rattling wheeze. His eyepatch was missing, the scarred skin around his left eye stinging from the salt spray, but he didn't have the energy to care about vanity or the secrets he usually hid behind the leather.
"Get up," he croaked. The sound was barely a whisper, lost to the wind. "Captain... get up."
He managed to roll onto his back. His ribs protruded sharply beneath his wet linen shirt, a testament to the weeks of dwindling rations before the wreck. He looked like a ghost that had been spat out by the sea—frail, malnourished, his black hair plastered to his forehead like ink stains.
He stayed there for hours, or perhaps days; time had lost its meaning. He survived on sips of rainwater caught in large tropical leaves at the edge of the treeline and the occasional bitter berry he found by dragging his body through the dirt. His vision began to blur, the world turning into a kaleidoscope of green and grey.
When the shadows finally lengthened and his heart began to skip beats from sheer exhaustion, a figure appeared.
Hongjoong blinked his one good eye, certain it was a hallucination. The figure was tall, silhouetted against the setting sun, carrying a woven basket. As the person drew closer, Hongjoong tried to reach for the dagger at his belt, but his hand only twitched uselessly against the sand.
"Easy now," a voice said. It was deep, resonant, and remarkably calm. "You look like you’ve been dead for a week, little bird."
Hongjoong wanted to snap back a retort about being a wolf, not a bird, but his consciousness flickered and died like a candle in a draft.
***
The smell of woodsmoke and roasted fish was the first thing that greeted him when he woke.
Hongjoong found himself lying on a low cot made of driftwood and soft furs inside a small hut. The walls were lined with dried herbs and fishing nets. He tried to sit up, but a firm hand pressed against his shoulder, pinning him back down with effortless strength.
"Don't. Your heart is working hard enough just to keep your blood moving," the stranger said.
Hongjoong squinted. The man was young, with sharp features and eyes that held an unexpected kindness. He looked like a local, or perhaps a hermit who had long ago abandoned the politics of the mainland.
"My ship," Hongjoong managed to rasp. His throat felt like it had been scraped with glass.
The man sighed, picking up a wooden bowl and a carved spoon. "There isn't much left of it on the reef. I found some crates, a few rolls of silk, and a lot of splinters. No one else came ashore."
Hongjoong closed his eye. The silence that followed was heavy. He had spent his life building a family out of outcasts, and in one night, the ocean had reclaimed them. He felt a sudden, violent urge to weep, but his body was too dehydrated to produce tears.
"Eat this," the man commanded, lifting a spoonful of broth to Hongjoong's lips. "Slowly. If you heave it up, I'm not cleaning it off the furs."
Hongjoong swallowed. The warmth hit his stomach like a lightning strike, a sharp contrast to the cold void that had lived there for so long. He ate until the man pulled the bowl away, refusing to give him more.
"Too much too fast will kill you," the stranger explained. He stood up, crossing the room to fetch a fresh eyepatch made of dark, cured leather. "I found this in the wreckage. Thought you might want your dignity back."
Hongjoong took it with trembling fingers. "Why are you helping me?"
The man tilted his head. "The sea is a cruel master, Captain. I’ve seen what it does to men. Besides, a man with hair as black as yours and a coat that expensive shouldn't die in the mud. My name is Yeosang."
"Hongjoong," he whispered, tying the patch into place. The familiar weight of the leather against his face made him feel a fraction more like himself.
For the next two weeks, Yeosang became his shadow. He fed Hongjoong small, frequent meals of broth, fruit, and grilled fish. He tended to the fever that wracked Hongjoong’s small frame, wiping his brow with cool water while the pirate captain drifted in and out of delirious dreams where he shouted for his quartermaster.
As Hongjoong regained a modicum of strength, he began to pace the small hut like a caged animal. He was still terrifyingly thin, his collarbones sharp enough to cut, but the fire in his eye had returned.
"You're restless," Yeosang noted one evening while mending a net.
"I have a debt to pay," Hongjoong said, leaning against the doorframe. He watched the waves in the distance. "And I have to find out if any of them made it to the other side of the island."
Yeosang looked up, his expression unreadable. "And if they didn't?"
"Then I'll find a new crew. I'll build a new ship with my bare hands if I have to. The King of the Pirates doesn't die on a beach."
Yeosang let out a small, huffing laugh. "King, is it? You can barely stand without shaking, your Majesty."
Hongjoong turned, a sharp, predatory grin stretching across his pale face. "Watch me."
The turning point came three days later. Hongjoong was on the beach, practicing his footing in the sand, when a low, rhythmic sound drifted over the water. It wasn't the sound of the tide. It was the steady, synchronized beat of a drum.
Hongjoong froze. He knew that cadence. It was the rhythm used to keep rowers in time. He scrambled toward a rocky outcrop, his lungs burning with the effort, and squinted out at the bay.
A ship was rounding the headland. It wasn't the *Horizon*—it was a smaller, sleeker schooner with black sails that looked like they had been patched a thousand times. But flying from the mainmast was a flag Hongjoong would know anywhere: a golden compass rose set against a crimson field.
"They're alive," he breathed, his voice cracking.
"Is that them?" Yeosang asked, appearing silently behind him.
"That's my family," Hongjoong said. He felt a surge of adrenaline that masked the lingering ache in his joints.
He didn't wait. He waded into the water, waving his arms frantically. The schooner slowed, its sails shivering as it caught the wind. A small longboat was lowered into the water, the oars splashing rhythmically as it headed for the shore.
As the boat drew closer, Hongjoong recognized the figures inside. Wooyoung was at the bow, standing precariously and shouting something he couldn't yet hear. Yunho and Jongho were on the oars, their powerful strokes cutting through the surf.
The longboat hit the shallows, and Wooyoung leaped out before it even stopped, sprinting through the water to throw his arms around Hongjoong. The impact nearly knocked the frail captain over, but he clung to the younger man with a desperate strength.
"You're alive! You're actually alive!" Wooyoung was sobbing openly, his face buried in Hongjoong’s shoulder. "We searched the whole coastline. We thought—Seonghwa said we shouldn't give up, but we thought—"
"I'm here," Hongjoong muttered, his voice muffled by Wooyoung's coat. "I'm here, you brat. Stop leaking on me."
Yunho and Jongho reached them moments later, their faces a mixture of disbelief and pure, unadulterated relief. They hovered, seemingly afraid that if they touched him too hard, he might shatter.
"You look terrible, Captain," Yunho said, though his eyes were shining with tears. "You’ve lost half your weight."
"I've had a very long nap," Hongjoong retorted, though he allowed Yunho to hook an arm under his shoulder to steady him.
Hongjoong turned back toward the treeline. Yeosang was standing there, his hands tucked into his sleeves, watching the reunion with a faint, bittersweet smile.
"Yeosang!" Hongjoong called out.
The hermit stepped forward, his boots crunching on the shells.
"My ship is here," Hongjoong said, gesturing to the schooner. "Come with us. A man who can navigate these reefs and heal a dying pirate is wasted on this beach."
Yeosang looked at the crew, then at the vast, open horizon. He looked at the small hut that had been his only home for years. Then, he looked at Hongjoong—fragile, starving, and yet radiating an indomitable will that seemed to pull the very stars toward him.
"I suppose I've run out of fish to catch here anyway," Yeosang said softly.
The journey back to the ship was a blur of voices and warmth. When they finally stepped onto the deck of the *Siren’s Call*—the vessel the crew had commandeered after the wreck—the rest of the crew was waiting.
Seonghwa was the first to approach. The quartermaster looked haggard, his usual pristine appearance traded for salt-crusted clothes and dark circles under his eyes. He stopped a foot away from Hongjoong, his lips trembling.
"Captain," Seonghwa whispered.
Hongjoong didn't say a word. He simply leaned forward, resting his forehead against Seonghwa’s chest. The older man wrapped his arms around him, a protective, grounding embrace that finally allowed the tension to drain out of Hongjoong’s body.
"I lost the ship, Seonghwa," Hongjoong murmured.
"Ships can be replaced," Seonghwa replied, his voice thick with emotion. "We couldn't replace you."
Mingi and San joined the huddle, their presence a wall of heat and noise that finally filled the void in Hongjoong’s chest. For the first time since the storm, the coldness in his bones began to thaw.
Later that night, after Yeosang had been introduced and fed, and after Hongjoong had been forced to eat a bowl of Seonghwa’s specialized stew, the Captain sat in the small cabin that served as his new quarters.
He looked at his reflection in a cracked mirror. He was still pale, his eyes sunken, and his frame skeletal. He looked like a man who had been broken by the world. But as he adjusted his eyepatch and straightened the collar of his reclaimed coat, his reflection seemed to change. The fragility remained, but beneath it was something harder—something forged in the pressure of the deep.
There was a knock on the door. Seonghwa entered, carrying a glass of wine and a heavy wool blanket.
"You should sleep, Hongjoong. Truly sleep. Jongho is on watch, and the winds are fair."
Hongjoong nodded, allowing Seonghwa to drape the blanket over his shoulders. "We’re heading for the Black Straits tomorrow."
Seonghwa paused, a small smile playing on his lips. "So soon? You can barely walk across the deck without swaying."
Hongjoong turned to the window, watching the moonlight dance on the waves—the same waves that had tried to kill him, and the same waves that would now carry him to his next conquest.
"The sea tried to take me, Seonghwa," Hongjoong said, his voice regaining that sharp, commanding edge. "It failed. Now it owes me."
Seonghwa sighed, but there was a spark of pride in his eyes. "Yes, Captain. I suppose it does."
As the ship cut through the dark water, leaving the island of Crow’s Landing behind, the ghost of the beach was gone. In his place sat a man who had stared into the abyss and found it wanting. Hongjoong Kim was no longer a castaway; he was a storm in human form, and the world was about to feel his thunder again.
He lay facedown in the coarse, black sand of a volcanic beach, his fingers curled into claws around nothing but grit. The rhythm of the tide was a pulsing headache against his temples. Every time the freezing seawater rushed up to lick at his boots, it felt like a heavy shroud trying to pull him back into the depths.
He was alone. The realization didn't come with a sharp pang of grief, but rather a dull, hollow ache that matched the emptiness in his stomach. The *Horizon* was gone, splintered against the jagged reefs during the gale, and with it, his crew. Seonghwa’s steady hand on the wheel, San’s laughter from the rigging, Mingi’s booming voice—all swallowed by the roar of the storm.
Hongjoong tried to push himself up. His arms, thin as dry kindling under his tattered coat, buckled immediately. He let out a dry, rattling wheeze. His eyepatch was missing, the scarred skin around his left eye stinging from the salt spray, but he didn't have the energy to care about vanity or the secrets he usually hid behind the leather.
"Get up," he croaked. The sound was barely a whisper, lost to the wind. "Captain... get up."
He managed to roll onto his back. His ribs protruded sharply beneath his wet linen shirt, a testament to the weeks of dwindling rations before the wreck. He looked like a ghost that had been spat out by the sea—frail, malnourished, his black hair plastered to his forehead like ink stains.
He stayed there for hours, or perhaps days; time had lost its meaning. He survived on sips of rainwater caught in large tropical leaves at the edge of the treeline and the occasional bitter berry he found by dragging his body through the dirt. His vision began to blur, the world turning into a kaleidoscope of green and grey.
When the shadows finally lengthened and his heart began to skip beats from sheer exhaustion, a figure appeared.
Hongjoong blinked his one good eye, certain it was a hallucination. The figure was tall, silhouetted against the setting sun, carrying a woven basket. As the person drew closer, Hongjoong tried to reach for the dagger at his belt, but his hand only twitched uselessly against the sand.
"Easy now," a voice said. It was deep, resonant, and remarkably calm. "You look like you’ve been dead for a week, little bird."
Hongjoong wanted to snap back a retort about being a wolf, not a bird, but his consciousness flickered and died like a candle in a draft.
***
The smell of woodsmoke and roasted fish was the first thing that greeted him when he woke.
Hongjoong found himself lying on a low cot made of driftwood and soft furs inside a small hut. The walls were lined with dried herbs and fishing nets. He tried to sit up, but a firm hand pressed against his shoulder, pinning him back down with effortless strength.
"Don't. Your heart is working hard enough just to keep your blood moving," the stranger said.
Hongjoong squinted. The man was young, with sharp features and eyes that held an unexpected kindness. He looked like a local, or perhaps a hermit who had long ago abandoned the politics of the mainland.
"My ship," Hongjoong managed to rasp. His throat felt like it had been scraped with glass.
The man sighed, picking up a wooden bowl and a carved spoon. "There isn't much left of it on the reef. I found some crates, a few rolls of silk, and a lot of splinters. No one else came ashore."
Hongjoong closed his eye. The silence that followed was heavy. He had spent his life building a family out of outcasts, and in one night, the ocean had reclaimed them. He felt a sudden, violent urge to weep, but his body was too dehydrated to produce tears.
"Eat this," the man commanded, lifting a spoonful of broth to Hongjoong's lips. "Slowly. If you heave it up, I'm not cleaning it off the furs."
Hongjoong swallowed. The warmth hit his stomach like a lightning strike, a sharp contrast to the cold void that had lived there for so long. He ate until the man pulled the bowl away, refusing to give him more.
"Too much too fast will kill you," the stranger explained. He stood up, crossing the room to fetch a fresh eyepatch made of dark, cured leather. "I found this in the wreckage. Thought you might want your dignity back."
Hongjoong took it with trembling fingers. "Why are you helping me?"
The man tilted his head. "The sea is a cruel master, Captain. I’ve seen what it does to men. Besides, a man with hair as black as yours and a coat that expensive shouldn't die in the mud. My name is Yeosang."
"Hongjoong," he whispered, tying the patch into place. The familiar weight of the leather against his face made him feel a fraction more like himself.
For the next two weeks, Yeosang became his shadow. He fed Hongjoong small, frequent meals of broth, fruit, and grilled fish. He tended to the fever that wracked Hongjoong’s small frame, wiping his brow with cool water while the pirate captain drifted in and out of delirious dreams where he shouted for his quartermaster.
As Hongjoong regained a modicum of strength, he began to pace the small hut like a caged animal. He was still terrifyingly thin, his collarbones sharp enough to cut, but the fire in his eye had returned.
"You're restless," Yeosang noted one evening while mending a net.
"I have a debt to pay," Hongjoong said, leaning against the doorframe. He watched the waves in the distance. "And I have to find out if any of them made it to the other side of the island."
Yeosang looked up, his expression unreadable. "And if they didn't?"
"Then I'll find a new crew. I'll build a new ship with my bare hands if I have to. The King of the Pirates doesn't die on a beach."
Yeosang let out a small, huffing laugh. "King, is it? You can barely stand without shaking, your Majesty."
Hongjoong turned, a sharp, predatory grin stretching across his pale face. "Watch me."
The turning point came three days later. Hongjoong was on the beach, practicing his footing in the sand, when a low, rhythmic sound drifted over the water. It wasn't the sound of the tide. It was the steady, synchronized beat of a drum.
Hongjoong froze. He knew that cadence. It was the rhythm used to keep rowers in time. He scrambled toward a rocky outcrop, his lungs burning with the effort, and squinted out at the bay.
A ship was rounding the headland. It wasn't the *Horizon*—it was a smaller, sleeker schooner with black sails that looked like they had been patched a thousand times. But flying from the mainmast was a flag Hongjoong would know anywhere: a golden compass rose set against a crimson field.
"They're alive," he breathed, his voice cracking.
"Is that them?" Yeosang asked, appearing silently behind him.
"That's my family," Hongjoong said. He felt a surge of adrenaline that masked the lingering ache in his joints.
He didn't wait. He waded into the water, waving his arms frantically. The schooner slowed, its sails shivering as it caught the wind. A small longboat was lowered into the water, the oars splashing rhythmically as it headed for the shore.
As the boat drew closer, Hongjoong recognized the figures inside. Wooyoung was at the bow, standing precariously and shouting something he couldn't yet hear. Yunho and Jongho were on the oars, their powerful strokes cutting through the surf.
The longboat hit the shallows, and Wooyoung leaped out before it even stopped, sprinting through the water to throw his arms around Hongjoong. The impact nearly knocked the frail captain over, but he clung to the younger man with a desperate strength.
"You're alive! You're actually alive!" Wooyoung was sobbing openly, his face buried in Hongjoong’s shoulder. "We searched the whole coastline. We thought—Seonghwa said we shouldn't give up, but we thought—"
"I'm here," Hongjoong muttered, his voice muffled by Wooyoung's coat. "I'm here, you brat. Stop leaking on me."
Yunho and Jongho reached them moments later, their faces a mixture of disbelief and pure, unadulterated relief. They hovered, seemingly afraid that if they touched him too hard, he might shatter.
"You look terrible, Captain," Yunho said, though his eyes were shining with tears. "You’ve lost half your weight."
"I've had a very long nap," Hongjoong retorted, though he allowed Yunho to hook an arm under his shoulder to steady him.
Hongjoong turned back toward the treeline. Yeosang was standing there, his hands tucked into his sleeves, watching the reunion with a faint, bittersweet smile.
"Yeosang!" Hongjoong called out.
The hermit stepped forward, his boots crunching on the shells.
"My ship is here," Hongjoong said, gesturing to the schooner. "Come with us. A man who can navigate these reefs and heal a dying pirate is wasted on this beach."
Yeosang looked at the crew, then at the vast, open horizon. He looked at the small hut that had been his only home for years. Then, he looked at Hongjoong—fragile, starving, and yet radiating an indomitable will that seemed to pull the very stars toward him.
"I suppose I've run out of fish to catch here anyway," Yeosang said softly.
The journey back to the ship was a blur of voices and warmth. When they finally stepped onto the deck of the *Siren’s Call*—the vessel the crew had commandeered after the wreck—the rest of the crew was waiting.
Seonghwa was the first to approach. The quartermaster looked haggard, his usual pristine appearance traded for salt-crusted clothes and dark circles under his eyes. He stopped a foot away from Hongjoong, his lips trembling.
"Captain," Seonghwa whispered.
Hongjoong didn't say a word. He simply leaned forward, resting his forehead against Seonghwa’s chest. The older man wrapped his arms around him, a protective, grounding embrace that finally allowed the tension to drain out of Hongjoong’s body.
"I lost the ship, Seonghwa," Hongjoong murmured.
"Ships can be replaced," Seonghwa replied, his voice thick with emotion. "We couldn't replace you."
Mingi and San joined the huddle, their presence a wall of heat and noise that finally filled the void in Hongjoong’s chest. For the first time since the storm, the coldness in his bones began to thaw.
Later that night, after Yeosang had been introduced and fed, and after Hongjoong had been forced to eat a bowl of Seonghwa’s specialized stew, the Captain sat in the small cabin that served as his new quarters.
He looked at his reflection in a cracked mirror. He was still pale, his eyes sunken, and his frame skeletal. He looked like a man who had been broken by the world. But as he adjusted his eyepatch and straightened the collar of his reclaimed coat, his reflection seemed to change. The fragility remained, but beneath it was something harder—something forged in the pressure of the deep.
There was a knock on the door. Seonghwa entered, carrying a glass of wine and a heavy wool blanket.
"You should sleep, Hongjoong. Truly sleep. Jongho is on watch, and the winds are fair."
Hongjoong nodded, allowing Seonghwa to drape the blanket over his shoulders. "We’re heading for the Black Straits tomorrow."
Seonghwa paused, a small smile playing on his lips. "So soon? You can barely walk across the deck without swaying."
Hongjoong turned to the window, watching the moonlight dance on the waves—the same waves that had tried to kill him, and the same waves that would now carry him to his next conquest.
"The sea tried to take me, Seonghwa," Hongjoong said, his voice regaining that sharp, commanding edge. "It failed. Now it owes me."
Seonghwa sighed, but there was a spark of pride in his eyes. "Yes, Captain. I suppose it does."
As the ship cut through the dark water, leaving the island of Crow’s Landing behind, the ghost of the beach was gone. In his place sat a man who had stared into the abyss and found it wanting. Hongjoong Kim was no longer a castaway; he was a storm in human form, and the world was about to feel his thunder again.
