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The heavy, soundproof door clicked shut, cutting off the deafening roar of three thousand fans in an instant.

Inside the green room, the air was conditioned down to an immaculate chill, smelling faintly of hairspray, paper coffee cups, and the cedar-and-iron tang that belonged entirely to Net.

JJ let his head rest back against the plush velvet sofa, closing his eyes as a long, shuddering exhale left his chest. Every muscle in his jaw ached from two straight hours of smiling. The bright stage lights were still burned into the back of his eyelids, white-hot rings pulsing in the dark.

"Water," a low voice said.

JJ didn't have to open his eyes to know where Net was standing. The cool condensation of a plastic bottle brushed against JJ’s knuckles.

"Thanks, phi," JJ murmured, curling his fingers around it. When he finally opened his eyes, Net had already stepped back just far enough to give him space.

Net was stripping off his tailored suit jacket, his movements methodical and spare. Underneath, his black dress shirt clung to broad shoulders and a lean, disciplined torso. He was an Alpha whose biology screamed dominance in every metric that mattered—height, presence, the measuring stillness of his dark eyes—yet he carried it like a weapon kept perpetually in a locked case. In an industry where Alphas routinely let their pheromones spill across corridors to carve out territory, Net kept his scent coiled tight, clean and understated.

He looked down at JJ, his expression unreadable to the cameras, but transparent to JJ. Net's shoulders had dropped an inch. His jaw wasn't clenched anymore.

"You pushed your vocal run in the bridge," Net noted, untying his silk tie with slow, elegant pulls of his long fingers. "Sounded good. But your throat is tired."

"Just a little dry," JJ said, cracking the bottle open and drinking deeply. "The smoke machines were working overtime tonight."

"We'll skip the post-show dinner," Net said immediately, turning toward the vanity mirror to unfasten his watch. "P'Korn can make an excuse to the sponsors. You need to sleep."

"Phi, you don't have to cancel on them just for me," JJ said, though the thought of sitting through another two hours of small talk made his stomach knot. "You know how the network execs get."

Net met his gaze in the mirror. It was a calm, level look that brooked no argument. "The network execs aren't the ones singing three octaves tomorrow afternoon. I already texted Korn. We go straight to the car."

JJ smiled softly, ducking his head. "Bossy."

"Efficient," Net corrected, the barest trace of amusement lifting the corner of his mouth. "There’s a difference."

That was how it always worked.

For two years, they had been the industry’s golden compromise: an Alpha and a Beta paired together in a landscape exhausted by biological drama.

In the entertainment world, Alpha/Omega fixed pairs were lucrative, high-stakes gambles. They drew rabid fanbases, but they were ticking time bombs. Suppressant failures, unexpected pre-heats, rut cycles accelerated by territorial stress—careers had imploded over single weekends when biology violently overrode professional contracts.

Then came Net and JJ.

Net, an elite Alpha who refused the messy entanglements of instinctual mating, needed a partner he could trust completely without the constant threat of pheromone-induced chaos. JJ, a gifted singer-songwriter who had spent his early twenties fighting the quiet stigma that Betas lacked the magnetic allure of secondary genders, needed an anchor—someone whose presence commandingly shielded him from the aggressive posturing of the industry.

When the agency drafted the arrangement, the boundaries had been drawn with clinical precision.

Rule one: The fanservice belonged to the public. The touches onstage, the deliberate eye contact, the sweet whisperings into microphones—it was performance art, perfected through practice.

Rule two: Total domestic honesty. In private, they were allies. If one was exhausted, the other covered. If a line felt crossed, it was voiced immediately.

Rule three: No biological interference. Because JJ was a Beta, there were no pheromones to untangle, no uncontrollable spikes of heat or rut to muddy the waters. It was clean. It was predictable.

It was safe.

Except somewhere between their first joint fan meeting and their second anniversary, the safety had deepened into something terrifyingly vast.

Net draped his suit jacket over his arm and reached out, his hand hovering for a second before his thumb gently brushed a smudge of setting powder from JJ’s cheekbone. His touch was warm, deliberate, and entirely devoid of performance.

"Let’s go home," Net said quietly.

Home.

They maintained separate apartments on paper, but in reality, they spent five nights out of seven at Net’s high-rise condominium near the river. It was easier for security, their managers argued. It was practical for rehearsals, they told each other.

Neither of them ever brought up the fact that when JJ stayed at his own place, Net barely slept four hours a night, or that JJ wrote his best melodies sitting cross-legged on Net’s kitchen island while the Alpha cooked breakfast in comfortable, dawn-lit silence.

Outside, the tinted windows of the black van shielded them from the flashing lights of lingering fans and paparazzi. The vehicle slid smoothly into Bangkok’s midnight traffic.

JJ leaned against the leather headrest, feeling the bone-deep lethargy that usually followed a stadium concert. But tonight, there was a strange, prickling sensation beneath it—a low, rhythmic thrumming in his veins that made the fabric of his cotton shirt feel oddly scratchy against his skin.

He shifted, rolling his shoulders to work out the stiffness at the base of his neck.

Beside him, Net was looking through an updated call sheet on his tablet, the blue light catching the sharp, clean planes of his face. Without looking up, Net reached across the console and took JJ’s left hand, his thumb resting instinctively against JJ’s pulse point.

It was a habit they had formed months ago. A grounding technique for JJ’s stage anxiety that had simply never stopped being used.

"Cold," Net murmured, his fingers wrapping tighter around JJ’s.

"Air conditioner’s blasting," JJ replied quietly.

Net frowned slightly, finally glancing over. His eyes scanned JJ’s face with that familiar, analytical precision that made JJ feel completely exposed. "You look pale."

"Just worn out, Net. We did four encores."

"Your pulse is high." Net’s thumb rubbed a slow, measured circle over the tendon of JJ’s wrist. "You’ve been skipping meals again during tech rehearsals, haven't you?"

"I ate the fruit you packed," JJ protested, trying for a defensive tone, but it came out breathy and soft.

"A container of chopped melon isn't lunch, JJ." There was no real anger in Net’s voice, just that quiet, relentless undercurrent of care that made JJ’s throat tighten with an ache he spent every waking hour trying to suppress.

That was the danger of their arrangement.

JJ knew, with absolute certainty, that Net would burn down half the city before letting anyone harm him. Net watched him across crowded banquet halls, stepped between him and pushy producers without uttering a single aggressive word, and kept track of JJ’s dietary supplements like a hawk. But JJ also knew why: because Net was a protector by nature, because they had an ironclad agreement, and because JJ was his responsibility.

And JJ was desperately, silently in love with him.

He had buried it deep, packing the feelings beneath layers of professionalism, gratitude, and camaraderie. Because to confess—to ask for more than this pristine, perfect harbor they had built—would be suicide. Betas didn't trigger an Alpha’s true instincts. They couldn't form the primal, soul-deep scent bonds that Alphas were biologically wired to crave eventually. JJ was safe precisely because he was neutral. The moment he demanded romance, he would become inconvenient.

He would rather have Net’s loyalty forever than have a brief, doomed shot at his heart.

"I’ll eat something when we get back," JJ whispered, his fingers curling weakly around Net’s hand in return. "Order the soup from that place downstairs. I’ll finish the whole bowl. Deal?"

Net held his gaze for a long moment, those dark eyes heavy with a consideration that felt far too intimate for a car ride between colleagues.

"Deal," Net finally said softly.

When they arrived at the condo, the familiar stillness enveloped them. It was a spacious, minimalist apartment with floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the glittering sprawl of the Chao Phraya River. Everything was ordered, calm, and unmistakably Net.

Net immediately went to the kitchen to heat up the bone broth he had ordered on the drive over, moving around the counters with effortless familiarity.

JJ slipped into the guest bathroom—which had long since become his bathroom, lined with his skincare products and spare toothbrushes. He leaned against the marble sink, panting slightly.

The elevator ride up had felt suffocating.

"What is wrong with me?" he muttered to his reflection.

His reflection looked startlingly fragile. His skin was flushed high on the cheekbones, contrasting sharply with the paleness Net had noticed earlier. A strange, prickling heat was gathering right at the junction where his neck met his shoulder—a dull, localized ache that felt almost like a bruise, though he hadn't bumped into anything.

He reached up, pressing his fingertips to the soft skin just behind his jawline.

A sharp, electric jolt shot straight down his spine, making his breath catch in his throat.

He pulled his hand back instantly, staring at his fingers in the mirror. His heart was hammering violently against his ribs. It wasn't pain; it was an unfamiliar, terrifying hypersensitivity. It felt as though nerve endings he hadn't known existed were suddenly waking up, screaming for air.

It’s just exhaustion, he told himself firmly, turning the cold water tap and splashing his face. Sensory overload from the tour. Too many decibels, too much adrenaline.

Betas didn't have scent glands that flared. Betas didn't feel phantom heat pooling low in their bellies like molten lead. He was twenty-four years old; his presentation had settled years ago. He was a Beta. He had the medical records, the blood panels, the neutral pheromone profile to prove it.

He dried his face with a towel, took three steadying breaths, and walked out into the living area.

Net was setting two bowls on the low table in front of the sofa. He had already changed into a pair of loose gray lounge pants and a soft black t-shirt, looking younger, softer, and infinitely more dangerous to JJ’s composure.

"Sit," Net commanded gently, gesturing to the floor cushions.

JJ sat, pulling his legs under him. The smell of the hot broth made his stomach turn slightly—a sudden, sharp wave of nausea that he forced down with sheer willpower. He picked up his spoon and forced himself to swallow a few sips under Net’s watchful eye.

"Better?" Net asked, sitting on the cushion right next to him. Not across the table. Next to him, close enough that their thighs brushed through the fabric of their clothes.

"Yeah. Really good." JJ tried to smile, but another wave of heat washed over his collarbones, leaving his skin damp with a sudden, fine sweat.

Net didn't pick up his spoon. Instead, his head tilted slightly to the side.

JJ froze.

It was a motion he had seen Net make a hundred times in business meetings or backstage—the Alpha instinct kicking in, reading the environment, cataloging changes in the room. Net’s nostrils flared, barely a fraction of a millimeter.

The Alpha’s gaze slowly moved from the bowl of soup up to JJ’s face, and then, with terrifying slowness, locked onto the side of JJ’s neck.

The quiet, controlled atmosphere in the room suddenly shifted. The air felt heavier, denser, charged with an invisible tension that hummed like a plucked guitar string. Net’s scent—usually so strictly reined in, so faint it was barely a clean trace of cedar—thickened. It sharpened, dropping into something dark, rich, and intensely focused.

"JJ," Net said. His voice was lower than usual, stripped of its easy, domestic cadence.

"What?" JJ tried to keep his tone light, but his voice cracked slightly. He pulled his collar up unconsciously, his pulse jumping erratically. "Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Come here," Net said.

It wasn't a casual request. It was spoken with the quiet, undeniable gravity of an Alpha whose attention had just been seized by something elemental.

"Net, I’m eating—"

"JJ. Come here."

JJ’s heart was in his throat. He put his spoon down with trembling fingers and shifted closer on the cushion. He expected Net to check his forehead for a fever, to offer a glass of water, to return to the safe script of their dependable routine.

Instead, Net reached out with both hands.

His long, warm fingers cupped JJ’s jaw, tilting his head gently to the right, exposing the curve of JJ’s throat to the ambient light of the living room. Net leaned in, his face inches away, his dark eyes dilated so wide the irises were barely visible.

He inhaled. Deeply. Right against the warm skin below JJ’s ear.

JJ gasped, his entire body locking up in sheer panic. The sensation of Net’s breath against his neck sent a white-hot spark dancing across his skin, straight to that strange, aching heat burning beneath the surface.

Net didn't pull away immediately. He stayed there, his chest rising and falling slowly, his grip on JJ’s jaw firm, possessive, and entirely unyielding.

When Net finally pulled back just an inch, his eyes were burning with an intensity JJ had never seen before. The cool, strategic companion was gone; in his place was a predator that had just caught a scent it didn't understand, but refused to let go.

"You smell different," Net whispered, his thumb pressing lightly, precisely, against the swelling warmth of JJ’s neck.

JJ’s breath hitched. "I... I’m a Beta, phi. I don't smell like anything."

Net’s thumb smoothed over the skin, lingering over the exact spot that was throbbing. A slow, dangerous darkness passed over the Alpha’s face, accompanied by a heavy, intoxicating wave of pure cedar and iron that completely engulfed the space between them.

"Not anymore," Net said.