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The air in the dormitory was thick, and for once, it wasn't just because Charlie Dalton had been sneakily blowing cigarette smoke out the cracked window. It was a heavy, stagnant silence that Gabriel Laurent felt in his very marrow. He sat on the edge of his bed, his fingers twitching rhythmically against his thighs—a nervous tic he couldn't suppress no matter how hard he tried. His glasses had slipped down the bridge of his nose, but he didn't push them up. He was too busy staring at the floor, wishing he could sink through the floorboards and vanish into the crawlspace.

Charlie sat across from him on his own bed, his legs sprawled out, looking uncharacteristically still. The rest of the group—Neil, Todd, Meeks, Pitts, and Knox—were scattered around the room like discarded textbooks. The usual bravado of the Dead Poets was gone, replaced by a profound, uncomfortable bewilderment.

"So, let me get this straight," Charlie said, his voice unusually low. He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. "You don't have a house to go to for Christmas? Like, at all? Not even a grumpy aunt in Connecticut?"

Gabriel shook his head, the movement jerky. "No. I... I go to the group home. Or if I'm placed, I go there. But mostly it's the home in Montpelier. It’s fine, really. They put up a tree in the common room."

"An Angel Tree," Meeks whispered, the word sounding like a foreign incantation. "You mentioned that earlier. What exactly is that?"

Gabriel looked up, his light eyes blinking rapidly behind his thick lenses. He felt the familiar heat of embarrassment creeping up his neck, mottling his freckled skin. "It’s... it’s for people who want to donate. You put a paper angel on the tree at the mall or the church. It has a kid’s name, their age, and one thing they need. Like 'Boy, age 16, socks' or 'Gloves.' Then a stranger buys it for you."

Todd Anderson, who usually kept his gaze fixed on his own shoes, looked up with a pained expression. "A stranger buys your Christmas presents?"

"If you're lucky," Gabriel said, his voice cracking slightly. He hated how small he sounded. "Sometimes your angel doesn't get picked. It’s not a big deal. The state provides the basics. We get a meal. It’s just... different than here."

Charlie stood up abruptly, pacing the small space of the dorm room. He looked like a caged animal, his energy turning from curiosity to a sharp, jagged kind of frustration. "Different? Gabriel, that’s not 'different.' That’s insane. We spend half our time complaining about our parents’ expectations and their country clubs, and you’re telling us you’re hoping a stranger at a mall picks a piece of paper so you can have a pair of socks?"

"Charlie, don't yell at him," Neil said softly, though his own face was pale. Neil, who lived under the crushing weight of his father’s thumb, looked like he was seeing a completely different world for the first time.

"I’m not yelling at him! I’m yelling at... everything!" Charlie threw his hands up, then turned back to Gabriel. "And permission slips? You said the state signs them?"

Gabriel nodded, his hands now twisting the hem of his Welton blazer. "My caseworker. Mrs. Higgins. She’s very busy. Sometimes I have to wait a few weeks for her to mail the forms back to the Headmaster. That’s why I couldn't go on the field trip to the museum last month. The paperwork didn't arrive in time."

A heavy silence fell over the room again. For these boys, Welton was a prison of privilege, a place where their futures were mapped out in gold leaf and Ivy League applications. Poverty was a concept in a Dickens novel or a sociological footnote in a history lecture. It wasn't something that sat across from them in a wrinkled uniform, struggling with dyspraxia and a nervous twitch.

"I didn't mean to make everyone sad," Gabriel muttered, his voice barely audible. "I’m on scholarship. I’m lucky to be here. The academics are... they’re everything to me. If I get into Harvard, I won't be a ward of the state anymore. I’ll just be a student."

"You’re already just a student, Gabriel," Neil said, stepping forward to sit on the edge of Gabriel’s bed. He placed a hand near Gabriel’s, careful not to startle him. "You’re one of us."

Charlie stopped pacing and looked at his friends. The mischievous glint that usually defined his eyes was gone, replaced by something fiercer. "No, he’s not. Not yet. We’re all sitting here with our trust funds and our silk ties, and Gabriel’s worried about whether he’ll have gloves in January."

"What are you thinking, Charlie?" Pitts asked, sounding wary. He knew that look on Charlie’s face; it usually ended with someone being hauled into Nolan’s office.

Charlie didn't answer immediately. He walked over to his desk, grabbed his pack of cigarettes, and then shoved them into his pocket without lighting one. He looked at Gabriel, really looked at him—the ginger hair that needed a trim, the glasses held together by a tiny, precarious screw, the way he seemed to try to take up as little space as possible.

"I'm thinking that Welton is a pile of ivory-tower garbage," Charlie said. "But if we’re stuck in this hellhole, we might as well act like brothers. Real brothers. Not the 'Four Pillars' kind of brothers."

Gabriel looked confused. "I don't understand."

"You don't have to," Charlie said, a small, crooked smirk returning to his face. "Meeks, Pitts—how much cash do you have on you?"

"I have ten dollars," Meeks said, reaching for his wallet.

"I've got fifteen," Knox added.

"Put it away," Charlie commanded, waving his hand. "We don't need a collection plate. We need a plan. Gabriel, when is the next time you have to see this... Mrs. Higgins?"

"She’s coming next Tuesday for a check-in with Dr. Nolan," Gabriel said. "It’s a standard procedure for scholarship students in the system."

Charlie nodded, his mind clearly whirring at a mile a minute. "Right. Tuesday. And Neil, your dad is coming up this weekend to drop off your winter coat, right?"

Neil frowned. "Yeah, why?"

"Because," Charlie said, leaning against the doorframe, "we’re going to show Gabriel what a real Welton winter looks like. And we’re going to make sure that 'Angel Tree' doesn't have a single scrap of paper left on it for him."

"Charlie, you can't just interfere with the foster system," Todd said, his voice trembling slightly with anxiety. "You’ll get expelled. Or Gabriel will get in trouble."

"Who said anything about the system?" Charlie grinned, and for a moment, he looked like the old Nuwanda again. "I’m talking about tradition. Gabriel, you’re my roommate. That means you’re under the protection of the Dalton estate. And the Dalton estate is currently very, very annoyed at the concept of socks being a luxury."

Gabriel felt a lump form in his throat. He wasn't used to being the center of attention, especially not this kind. Usually, people looked at him with pity or, more often, looked through him as if he were made of glass. To have Charlie Dalton—the most vibrant, loud, and terrifyingly confident person he had ever met—looking at him with such fierce loyalty was overwhelming.

"I don't need anything, Charlie," Gabriel whispered. "Really. I’m fine."

"Gabriel," Charlie said, walking over and clapping a hand on the boy’s shoulder. Gabriel flinched slightly at the sudden contact, but Charlie didn't pull away. He squeezed gently. "Shut up. You’re terrible at lying. You’ve been shivering in that thin blazer for three weeks. Now, who’s up for a little late-night poetry to clear the air? I think Gabriel needs to hear something that isn't about social workers."

Neil smiled, the tension in his shoulders finally breaking. "I’ll start. 'I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately...'"

As Neil began to recite, the other boys joined in, their voices filling the small room, creating a barricade against the cold Vermont wind rattling the windowpane. Gabriel sat in the middle of it all, his twitching hands finally going still. For the first time since he was four years old, he didn't feel like a name on a piece of paper waiting to be picked.

Later that night, after the others had retreated to their own rooms and the lights were extinguished, the room was quiet. Gabriel lay in the dark, listening to the steady rhythm of Charlie’s breathing from the other bed.

"Charlie?" Gabriel whispered.

"Yeah, G-man?"

"Why do you care? You barely know me."

There was a long pause. Gabriel thought perhaps Charlie had fallen asleep, or that he had overstepped. Then, he heard the rustle of sheets as Charlie turned over.

"My old man is a prick," Charlie said, his voice devoid of its usual theatricality. "He gives me everything I want so he doesn't have to give me anything I need. He thinks money is a substitute for actually showing up. When you talked about that tree... about waiting for a stranger to care... it sounded a lot like my house, just with better wallpaper."

Gabriel blinked into the darkness. "I never thought of it that way."

"Well, start thinking," Charlie said. "Because you’re not waiting for strangers anymore. You’ve got us. And God help the state of Vermont if they try to get in my way. Now go to sleep. We’ve got Latin at 8:00 AM, and I haven't done a lick of the translation."

Gabriel smiled, a small, genuine thing that didn't reach his lips often. "It’s on page forty-two. The third declension nouns are tricky."

"See?" Charlie chuckled. "Already paying your way. Goodnight, Gabriel."

"Goodnight, Charlie."

As Gabriel closed his eyes, the image of the paper angel faded, replaced by the flickering light of a candle in a cave and the sound of voices reciting verses that promised a world larger than a group home or a boarding school. He was still a ward of the state, and he was still poor, and his hands still shook when he got nervous—but for the first time, the weight of the world felt a little less like lead and a little more like hope.

The next morning, the sun rose over Welton, casting long, cold shadows across the stone quadrangle. In the hallway, Charlie Dalton was already huddled with Neil and Meeks, whispering frantically. They were looking at Gabriel’s locker, then at a catalog Charlie had swiped from the common room.

"We need to find out his shoe size without him knowing," Charlie muttered. "Meeks, you’re good at math. Estimate based on the length of his stride."

"That’s not how biology works, Charlie," Meeks hissed back, though he was already pulling out a notebook.

Gabriel walked past them, his head down, trying to look inconspicuous. He felt their eyes on him, not with the cold calculation of the faculty or the mocking sneers of the bullies, but with a warmth that felt like a heavy wool blanket.

He reached his desk in the back of the classroom and sat down. When he opened his Latin textbook, a small piece of paper fell out. It wasn't an official form or a reprimand. It was a hand-drawn picture of a cave, with a small, ginger-haired figure standing at the entrance, holding a torch.

Underneath, in Charlie’s messy, bold handwriting, were four words:

No more paper angels.

Gabriel tucked the note into his pocket, right against his heart. The twitch in his left hand subsided. He picked up his pen, his grip steady, and began to write. He wasn't just a scholarship student anymore. He wasn't just a foster kid. He was a poet, and for the first time in his life, he had a tribe to lead him out of the woods.

Outside, the first snow of the season began to fall, dusting the harsh edges of Welton Academy in white. But inside room 212, the air was finally beginning to warm.